I am a straight-acting and being homosexual men. I am turning 40 this year. People say lives begins at 40. And so I considered beginning this web site to check back when I start living.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

On making up ground.

Tuesday, January 22, 2010

On meeting RG after four decades.

Before xmas 2009, I delivered a text message to RG to greet your. I imagined that most likely these age, it’s time to make amends.

The guy replied and longer an invite in order to satisfy again over dinner. The guy additionally asked me to deliver end up being along. I said We’ll determine become and certainly will let him know. But most of the activities avoided the fulfilling from occurring.

get didn’t want to run. He was unpleasant not simply using looked at meeting my previous lover but of myself encounter RG once again. I guaranteed him that that section of my life with RG is actually a closed part of living and therefore I do perhaps not want to open they again. I guaranteed your that no topic about RG and I also’s union would be mentioned. The guy thought in myself and agreed to go along.

At long last, two Saturdays in the past, the 3 folks satisfied in Serendra for java.

It absolutely was uncomfortable initially but soon, all of us comfortable.

RG up-to-date united states about themselves. The guy demonstrably lost weight although he’s nevertheless stocky. He mentioned he’s into run. He additionally inquired about become, his community, his families.

After a couple of hours, getting and I also stated so long to RG.

become and I mentioned RG. We seen he felt nervous the complete time. become said he thinks RG has never however managed to move on. I replied claiming I really planned to help RG move forward but he’ll need to do most of the works for themselves. I understand i could just do so much. Truth is, I may also impede their process of shifting. Moreso after RG inquired about “hypochondria”. I just recalled that point that a common friend explained RG have a psychological breakdown following break up.

All we could perform for the time being is pray that he is alright.

Friday, Oct 30, 2009

On constant issues with an ex-lover.

I have got some constant dilemmas about RG. One involved the text content he sent declaring that he came across AM and his awesome fan directly after we broke off. That was supposedly the next opportunity they found. was and I also remained in a troubled relationship while I began going out with RG. By chance, was and RG found too. I needed to discover if certainly they met. But i really do not need to go through the process of asking AM. All things considered, RG and I are no longer along. Until an opportunity came along.

in the morning sent me an exclusive message through a social network webpages. I answered. Few even more change of exclusive communications forced me to give my brand new cellular number to him. This led an exchange of texting:

have always been : Hi. Dad mo ba yun myself?

use : No. He’s my grandpa. Precisely why? do not tell me he’s an account here also. The guy passed away before I became created.

are : Hahaha! Sira! Pag hoping for all the dearly departed kasi, mention ko full name.

ME : Ah. nagmadre ka? Hehehe

have feeld sorun always been : Hindi pa naman. So what’s your father’s name? Syempre *** din. Pero what’s their complete name?

us: No, dad’s name’s not ***. Their name’s ***.

are : no less than naipagdasal ko grandfather mo.

us : Oo nga. Maraming salamat. Grandpa ko ba talaga pinagdasal mo o kaluluwa ko? Hehehe

are : Sige. I-join ko na din kaluluwa mo. Hehehe!

myself : Sige. Mukhang mas kailangan ko dasal ngayon pa lang kaysa sa lolo ko. Hahaha

was : guess what happens’s amusing? I believe RG have s tad envious once I made an effort to ensure you get your numbers from your. I needed attain your own dad’s complete name nga kasi. Ang sabi ni RG basta magpray na lang daw ako for his soul. Nandoon naman daw yung intention. Hindi na lang ako nagcomment. Baka mainis lang kasi sya sa akin pag kinulit ko pa.

ME : Sus! Dun ka pa nagtanong eh kulang na lang ipasalvage ako nun sa sobrang galit sa akin. Hahaha

AM : Bakit mo naman ganoon kailang ang dasal? Ganoon ka na ba ka-maldito? Hahaha

us : Hindi ah! Kay RG lang ako may malaking atraso. But it’s all-water beneath the link. I’ve already asked for strong apology. I forgiven myself. I managed to move on. Which was nearly four years back anyhow. I’m a reformed guy now.

It was at this point that I inquired him if the guy and RG found once again. He responded:

was : Nge! I don’t keep in mind watching RG when you guys broke down. Unless i’ve alzheimers currently. Hahaha!

Very, that’s all. RG, whatever their factor are, might have lied again. This is basically the last lingering issue i’ve about RG. But, I really must not remember any such thing about him any longer. Its all water under the link.